Born in Washington, D.C., Henry was raised by his mother after his parents divorced when he was three. As a teenager, he suffered from depression and low self-esteem. He was diagnosed with hyperactivity and prescribed medication to help him focus. Henry was regularly beaten up, being the minority white kid in a black D.C. neighborhood. He also endured physical beatings and mental abuse from one of his mother’s boyfriends, further contributing to a deep, suppressed anger.
Dropping
out of college after one semester, Henry began working a series of minimum wage
jobs. At twenty, he had become manager
of a Haagen-Dazs ice cream store. He was
sharing an apartment, had a small record collection, and drove a (mostly)
functioning Volkswagen. His mother had
instilled in him a love of literature, and reading provided him some escape and
release. In considering his life, he
felt that it was as good as it was likely to get for him.
That’s
when Henry and his friends discovered the blossoming hardcore punk scene, which
was especially active in D.C. Suddenly,
they were seeing shows in places the size of living rooms. Caught up in the emotional rush and energy,
Henry joined a local punk group. Around
this time, an acquaintance introduced him to the music of the relatively
popular Southern California punk band, Black Flag. He became an instant fan, especially after
seeing one of their ferocious live performances. It was one of the most powerful things he’d
ever witnessed.
One
night, after a shift scooping ice cream, he drove all the way to New York to
see Black Flag perform again. During the show, he yelled for them to sing
“Clocked In," a song about work, because he was dreading the long drive
back to New York and returning to his minimum wage job. The lead singer looked
at Henry and motioned in a way that implied, “do you want to sing it?” Henry hopped onstage and nailed the song. The
band and audience were both surprised at his talent. A few days later, he got a phone call from
the band at his job. Their singer wanted
to switch to guitar, and after having played with Henry that one night, they
asked if he wanted to audition to sing for them.
Looking
at the ice cream scoop in his hand and his chocolate-spattered apron, Henry
considered, once again, his future in the world of minimum wage work. What was the worst that could happen? He would miss one day of work, maybe put on a
poor showing in front of his favorite band, and then everything would go on as
it already had. But he never considered
that his choice to go and audition would put him where he is today.
Henry
successfully auditioned for and became the most famous and recognizable singer
for Black Flag, one of the most iconic and influential punk rock bands of all
time. His output with them consisted of
literate, idealistic lyrics over the band's harsh, grinding assault. With Black Flag, Henry took ownership of who
and what he wanted to be, neither adhering nor bowing to the tenets of any
scene: first he shaved his head like
many punks to confuse uptight America, and then grew his hair long just to
aggravate the punks. He also wrote frenetically about his experiences in the
band, eventually starting his own publishing house to print and sell his
writings on life, singing, touring, and whatever else he felt like saying.
Today,
Henry Rollins is a brand in and of himself.
He is an established spoken word artist and tours the country (and
sometimes the world) performing to huge audiences. He appears in movies, shows, and has hosted
both radio and television programs based around his signature humor and strong
opinions. His publishing house has gone
from putting out hand-stapled pamphlets of his writing to publishing works from
world-renowned authors and musicians. Above
all, Henry Rollins remains singularly himself.
His sense of individuality, drive, and passion has helped him reach a
level of success he never would have anticipated for himself based on his
upbringing.
You
too can rise to your own level of greatness if you hold on to your dreams and
embrace your authentic self. Raise your
flag of individuality and do everything you can to put your passion first.
Until next week...
Live Your Dreams
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